I am at my limit right now! Feeling extremely overwhelmed and I get anxiety attacks. I take an anti depressant and it helps but from time to time they happen. The past few weeks have been tough on my family and myself. A lot of illness and doctor’s appointments with not so good diagnosis. It’s a lot to work through and it puts more stress on me. Usually I can deal with a lot of things happening all at once, but right now, every little thing extra is too much!
I have issues when I have to change plans. I am the kind of person that needs to know days, if not weeks in advance what’s going to happen and were I need to be. That’s just me, always been like that. By adding new appointments into the mix out of nowhere, I stress myself out to the point of having anxiety attacks. Crazy, I know! I really wish I could stop that, especially since stress is a huge trigger for my fibromyalgia pain.
So at this very moment I’m hurting pretty bad and it’s just because of the pressure I put myself under…..I HATE it!!!